Right now I'm in the mids't of doing nothing, when I need to do so much. Have read very little since evening, thank heavens that I had a class in the morn. Came back, slept for a decent 2 hours, went to the library to study, studied a bit, but was almost groggy with slumber again......hence, not ignoring the signs of nature, came back to my room n slept again. This time for an hour or so. Woke up, went with my pals to CT to have dinner....n an ughhhhhh.....the curd-rice that I had ordered was omg so yukk.. Hence, had a small glass of fresh orange juice n returned. Hey, Manu has finally proposed Poo.....wow....i'm feeling so happy for him. I knew this was destined....but he wud never agree.....silly.... :)
they'll make a cute pair n I'll pray that they stay happy 4ever.
Dunno wats happening between me n my best pals....things seem a little messy.....with a lot of careful exchange of words....punctuated generously with explanations for every deed done n every statement made. I want things to be absolutely natural between us.....no formality, no fear of saying the wrong things,....just plain natural selves....completely at ease..sharing every thought with each other....the woes n the fantasies, the smiles n the tears, the sweet dreams n the passions...everything....like real soul-mates. I have to be a better person to achieve this state.....really....I need to control my anger n need to stop being so fussy.
ah.....hope the good lord helps me in this.....he's been helping me a lot....a little more God! Please!
hehe....as if God's reading this.....probably nobody is.....but this e-diary is fun :)
signing off ~~
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